Damn, I'm one lucky bastard...
For those of you that don't know my story, I go to Columbia University. After my Junior year, I took two years off from school for "personal" reasons, or at least that's what I tell people. When I think back, I remember numerous times where I was on campus, walking around by myself, it would be a beautiful day, or a quiet morning, and I would think to myself "damn, you are one lucky son of a bitch. You go to one of the best schools in the world, and have everything going for you."
When I had to take the two years away from school, my life felt crushed. I mean totally fucked up. Everything that I had planned seemed to fall apart, and for a solid year, I had a real hard time dealing with things. Granted, I sucked it up and gained some good experience working at a little law firm downtown.
So now, with graduation just a two weeks away, school ending in 12 days, I was thinking to myself "damn, you are one lucky son of a bitch"
It was kind of an epiphany, where I was sitting there and I realized that I have so much. I have this awesome apartment with lots of great stuff, but aside from the material things, in two weeks I'll have a degree from an awesome school (well...their reputation anyway), I have a great girlfriend that wholeheartedly loves me, I have a family that is supportive of me, I've got a great job lined up with an amazing starting salary, and hell...things are just going right again.
It's amazing really. Two years ago, it felt like my life was really in jeopardy of not heading in the direction that I planned, but at this point, I think that I'm better off now that I would have been if I didn't take two years off.
There were times in the past that I was talking to Laura and trying to explain to her these times when I would walk around campus, and I remember my mother telling me that I didn't appreciate what I had. My parents were actually really hard on me about the two years off. They were constantly telling me that I didn't appreciate everything that they had given up for me and everything that they had sacrificed in order to get me through school. I wished, during those badgering sessions, that I could rewind time and let them hear my thoughts. So I figured that I would take the time and jot down how I was feeling, so that in the future, I could go back and refresh myself when I, inevitably, feel like my life isn't as I thought it would be. Now I'll know how good I have it.
Edit: The work 'epiphany' was incorrectly spelled when I first wrote the post, so I corrected it so as to increase people's faith in humanity through my spelling skills.
























